As real as it gets. I am one of those people where everything has a place and everything in its place. I can tell you where every scrap of paper is and even where everything is located in the frig (oh yes. Don’t mess up the frig looking, just ask.) but when I am feeling creative nothing is in its place and that feels okay. I’ve been sick for way too long and I feel like tossing things into the air and letting them land where they may and then sitting down in the middle of the chaos and create. My blood 🩸 platelets, red cells and white cells all plummeted in November after a long year of lack of nutrition from not eating properly. There were also too many drugs in my system due to Trigeminal Nerve pain and my body was functioning properly. After countless hours of creating a time line with meds and symptoms and reactions and research (thanks to my friends – nurses, PAs, pharmacist), it was time to detox my body. As each drug was weaned from my tired body, my mind became clearer and my body has begun to heal. I didn’t realize how sick I was until I began to heal. It’s been a rough road and I still have TN pain, but the sun is shining for me. God is good. And it is his wisdom and guidance that has led me to make the proper decisions concerning the meds I take and my health. Life isn’t perfect but it’s good. I hope your days are full of sunshine no matter the weather.